steve scott outdoor guide I hope you burn in the fire gates of you know what! "were trying to promote teaching our 11 year olds how to kill animals for sport" WTF?? I just watched them have this kid shoot a ram! the kids all quiet and scare...d after and they're all praising him and asking him a million questions, saying "you just killed this ram what a great shot! you happy about your shot!?" and the kid is literally straight faced and like "uhh I think so I'm not sure" then they start going on about how amazing his shot was while holding up the head of the dead carcass. UGH! I will never understand and am always baffled that this is a sport. To kill an innocent animal for sport.. Sure I don't eat meat and I don't look down upon those who do but for sport!?? Come on that's just cruel. I just wish I could put all those cruel people in a cage and make THEM suffer. Damn idiots. Sorry that just gets to me big time!
Then the show has this skit where this girl is telling him how its wrong that he's letting these children shot fire, and handle a gun, and its basically him justifying how children are individuals and can choose between right and wrong, and telling her off.. Uhhh yeah okay. Fucking bastard.

made spinach eggplant lasagna last night. Yes I ate cheese. Technically I never called myself a vegan cause I still ate/eat fish and well apparently I eat cheese once in a blue moon. Which is fine, I don't eat other meats cause I think its disgusting. Tastes like copper and there usually blood or arteries in stuff. Makes me wanna barf. Cheese/dairy? I'm lactose. Recently found out i have a glucose intolerance. Yeah my body sucks. Being vegan is hard if you ain't got the right tools or know recipes. So I ate out alot and gained about 10 pounds. Now i'm shedding it off again by not eating out and just cutting out cheese and dairy out. One day I'll get it right though :) Anywho... the lasagna came out amazing! Last week I made stuffed bell peppers with soy meat, tomato sauce, seasonings, onion, garlic. Those were amazing too!

Thinking about doing the master cleanse again.
I rescently stopped eating dairy & meat. I feel a huge difference and feel really healthy but I still just feel like I have alot that my body is holding onto not to mention I could use the weight loss. I just read that I would need to drink 8 oz of the lemonade every hour & if I can't tolerate the salt flush in the morning I can just take the herbal laxative morning and night instead.. I hate the salt flush it makes me really sick and usually I can't even hold it down. Its shot out my nose even haha! The reason for my concern is cause I'm hypoglycemic. I think I'm going to give it a go after the 4th.

I don't know what to do. I'm torn.

Sorry if this offends you but everybody poops!..haha... and well.. since I've been more concerned about my health I've noticed a change in my body and bowel movements. I used to be one that got a bowel movement once a week. Gave up meat year ago, Did some cleanses, Helped but only temporary or helped a little. Recently I went vegan.
And I have amazing energy & go to the bathroom about every time I eat if not more. Hense a week before I went vegan I was backed up for a week and I wanted to shoot myself. Now I understand why most men are so obsessed with pooping. I'm really excited about my n ew way of eating. I've eaten some of the best dishes that have ever touched my taste buds and I feel really good. My long term friend stephanie went Raw, Don't know if I could go that intense cause I like cooked meals and don't have that much patience. I think its rad though. I DID find out I do have a gulten intolerance so since alot of the food has gulten I just got some natural enzymes to help me digest my food better or else I literally look 4 months pregnant every time I eat... On that note.. Cheers!

Cliff diving aftermath

fuck you period
and fuck you too junk food!

Seriously Havasu was FUCKING INCREDIBLE!!!!!!
Best time of my life.. I seriously never wanted to get off that boat. It wasnt crowded or crazy party central like everyone said it would be... except our crew. Everyone was really cool and respectful no one tried hooking up with eachother. I went with my friend tammy, she was invited by a long time friend. We stayed at one of the guys vacation house on the water and the other friend had a pretty boat.
Beer bongs haha, so co, cliff diving, the weather and the water felt sooo goood esp when we were going a 100 on the boat. I would go like every weekend if I could. I even jumped off a 30 ft cliff!!

so this weekend i'm going to havasu. I've never been I'm going with tammy and some friends of hers. I guess her friend has a cabin and boat. Yesterday I got a new bathing suit and a few new clothes.
Earlier in the day I was about to take the toyota back back my parents suddenly couldnt co sign for another couple months and the issue was that if i didnt have a co signer than I needed to bring the car back... (if you missed my last post they said I was approved with my own credit I drove off and 7 days later they called and said I needed a co signer or to bring the car back LAME yes)
Meanwhile, my old car broke down and my parents decide to have it diognosed at the infinity dealership which came out too 130 well.. after they say "hey we can't co sign" they also tell me they dont have 130 bucks to pay for the diognoses they had done on the car... Mind you I was giving this car to my parents so that they would co sign, so they were supposed to pay for this. So my old car needs a new fuel pump is gunna cost and arm and a leg that theyre saying i need to pay for so that I have something to drive until they can go with me to buy a car again with a co signer...
So I'm freaking out about how Im supposed to get around cause Im supposed to take the toyota back today. All of a sudden I get a call from Toyota the finance manager I had been dealing with the past week says that he got the bank to finance me, I don't need a co signer so I can keep the car, and not only did my payment lower a hundred bucks but he somehow lowered the cars price from 11 grand to 8 grand.So now i get to save some money and keep my new car. I'm for sure approved by the bank and they promised I wouldnt be hearing from them again and were very apologetic which they should be cause they stressed me the fuck out I broke out in a little blochy rash on my cheeks I get when Im overly stressed. And my parents are going to fix the infinity and instead of me needed to just give them the car they are going to buy it from me cause I no longer need them to co sign.
So my day went from horrible to the best news in the world for me.
Life is GOOOOOOOD!